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Thursday, June 30th, 2005
9:31 pm
hullo live journal
ive missed you
we'll talk later

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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
5:33 pm - meow
i had to write a love poem for english
and use 5 sat words
i dedicate this to melly's kitty
she will be missed




Oh, my volatile love!
youve left my heart cold and brittle
your spirit was profound!
your paws, they were so little

Although you were quite the trancsiant
i was sure our love was true!
but when the garage door came down on your head
it was a sign that our love was taboo!

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Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
10:35 pm - i could not have said it better
" i am unsure. i am real. me being fake is real"-mel

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Saturday, September 25th, 2004
7:55 pm - monica and i over a piece of cheesecake
monica: i wish love was like a piece of cheesecake
bebe (me, duh): why? cheesecake is so fake, its so obviously a pie, with its graham cracker crust
m: fake can be a good thing, keeps your eyes closed
b: its better to keep your eyes open, see things for what they are
m: what if it makes you happy to have closed eyes?
b: i guess that would be the only exception.....
m: maybe hes her cheesecake
touche

yesterday was crazy crazy crazy
crazy is fucking great
today we managed to procrastinate again, and not do the project...hmmph
it was fun though..






I'm living without you I know all about you I have run you down into the ground Spread disease about you over town I used to adore you I couldn't control you There was nothing that I wouldn't do To keep myself around and close to you Do you have an opinion?A mind of your own?I thought you were special I thought you should know But I've run out of patience I couldn't care less Do you have an opinion? A mind of your own? I thought you were special I thought you should know I used to amuse you I knew that i'd lose you Now you're here and begging for a chance But there's no way in hell i'd take you back Do you have an opinion? A mind of your own? I thought you were special I thought you should know But I've run out of patience I've run out of comments I'm tired of the violence I couldn't care less.I'm looking for a new...I'm looking for a new...I'm looking for a new...I'm looking for a new... But we were the talk of the town We were the talk of the town We were the talk of the town We were the talk of the town I thought you were special I thought you were special I thought you were special I thought you were special...

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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
9:45 pm
laredo is a whore

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Sunday, September 12th, 2004
1:40 am - find your happiness
hold your breath
and count to 10


so on friday (Max's b-day btw) i hung out with mel and jen
their cool
we listened to lemenade and sang like crazy people
had some sushi and i finally saw markos after a long fucking time
after we left mel me and jen started driving up this street where on one side was this church and on the other was some grass
hovering over the egde of the grass part was this creepy looking old man and for some reason he scared the shit out of us
after i saw him out of the corner of my eye i ducked so he wouldnt see me and istarted freaking out (dont know why) and yeah we were both really scared of him for some reason, jen said he was looking at me
couldnt go to sleep that night

today i was suppsoed to do my etiquette project bu we procrastinated for 4 hours and went on a taco run
then i went home took a nap , made a thousand phone calls, ended in some wrong numbers and jen ended up dropping by
we went to walmart and stole some shit
i got a new rainbow brite watch
very nice
then we came back o my place and watched cabaret
than i ditched her because max called and yeah
didnt ean to , jen <.>
anyway
yeah

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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
10:23 pm
and i know that when i wake up tomorrow
nothing will be that same

current mood: fucked up

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Sunday, August 29th, 2004
7:45 pm - meow
http://jerzat.altervista.org/shii.html << kitty song

any way
guys lets drive away
just for one day
and everything will be great
come on
come on
lets go
lets
go
now
right now
and pretend its forever
..
i wonder where wede be if we had run away
(carly? mel?)
where would we be
would we be in cali
living in a .....box...
"another day, another blowjob"?
go ask alice style?
living in a dream
or would we be happy
and have everything and be out of laredo
fuck you laredo
lets make a movie
and call it fucking laredo

current mood: crushed

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Saturday, August 28th, 2004
7:22 pm - one love
yesterday was a nice day
i dont think i was all there yesterday, because i was totally calm and i had tests in nearly all of my classes
and kitty brought sushi
and
wonderful things happened
went to the critter shop in search of the perfect snake
i did fall in love with one, but he was too old for me
i want a baby one
an albino python thing
then i went to kays pets and they let me hold some!
their gonna breed the ones i want, so maybe by then ill have a job
and like buy everything it needs
and ill name him james
or jay
or if its a girl ill name her eve
or daisy....
because it'l be a "beautiful little fool"
that daisy was a bitch though, in the great gatsby
careless bitch
...
so daisy it is
i dont know whats going on tonight?
theres supposed to be something happening but its 7:30 and im at home....
later

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Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
9:19 pm - stop
sucking, just stop
that book is pretty neat carly
k gotta study
this is the 3rd time ive reposted
...
hey jen
hey mel
hey ash
...
hey stalker =P

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Saturday, August 21st, 2004
11:21 pm - "Its...Fred"-max
i talked to Max for the firt time on the phone
it was nice despite the fact that i was so shy
had to hang up early and go some where but when we talked again it was for hours
its nice....
i like this

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12:08 am - yeah!
today was a fucking awsome day
me and jen went to this neat sushi place after school
thenn we came to my house and watched ben and june all cool
i pierced my cartilage last night so jen wanted me to do hers
and when i did we got this huge adrenaline rush so we hopped in her car and went to mels
and she was all dead and asleep so we had to wake her up
then after word we didnt know where to go so we traveled the streets of laredo in search of...something
we wanted to crack a case....but there were no mysteries to be solved so we went to the park and discussed what we would do
we ended up at walmart 10 minutes later, putting things we would need for our future house into the basket
the people at walmart started following us though, i guess 3 girls pushing a cart (while eating what we got in there) and walking with that huge pile was suspicious so we fled
and ended our night
and now the song

When I wake up, yeah I know Im gonna be,
I'm gonna be the man who wakes up next to you
When I go out yeah I know Im gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you
And If I get drunk, yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who gets drunk next to you
And if I haver whatever that means
I'm gonna be the man who's havering to you

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
To be the man who walked 1,000 miles
To fall down at your door

When I'm working yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's working hard for you
And when the money, comes in for the work I do
I'll pass almost every penny on to you
When I come home yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who comes back home to you
And if I grow old well I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's growing old with you

And I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
To be the man who walked 1,000 miles
To fall down at your door

Surrender
Surrender

When I'm lonely yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's lonely without you
When I'm dreaming yes I know I'm gonna dream
I gonna Dream about the time when I'm with you
And if I get drunk, yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man that gets drunk next to you
And if I haver, whatever the fuck that means
I'm gonna be the man who havers next you

And I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
To be the man who walked 1,000 miles
To fall down at your door

Surrender
Surrender

When I'm lonely, yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man whos lonely without you
I'm gonna be the man whos coming home

Cuz I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
To be the man who walked 1,000 miles
To fall down at your door

Surrender
Surrender
Surrender

admit it, you like that song
...
1, 2 , 3, go!

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Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
11:04 pm - Maxim is his name-o

allgrammatik (10:40:58 PM): Sure it does.
allgrammatik (10:41:03 PM): There has to be a reason why just me
allgrammatik (10:41:04 PM): what is it?
Hope6999 (10:41:48 PM): is that what you're trying to get at? why i would pick just you and noone else?
allgrammatik (10:42:23 PM): Sure.
allgrammatik (10:42:25 PM): So why?
Hope6999 (10:42:41 PM): i dont know =]
allgrammatik (10:46:44 PM): B.S =P
allgrammatik (10:46:50 PM): That's your BS answer when you don't want to tell me something.
allgrammatik (10:46:53 PM): Don't th ink i've forgotten that.

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8:34 pm - ew school
school is so schooly
i think this year is gonna either really suck or be really cool
my bangs work in mysterious ways
my hair gets icky after 2 days
but my bangs do in just one
so those night that i dont wash my hair, i have to wash my bangs individually
and now....random pictures of....
my cake
kitty

kittycake


anyway
algebra 2 teacher is the coolest <3
and carly told me i looked like betty page!
carlos thinks i look like dita von tease
go me

current mood: content

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Monday, August 16th, 2004
8:49 pm - mommy whats the internet
so
im back
the long period of time in which i was absent totally sucked
kinda
just a little
school
is for cool kids
and he's beating up my brain
so bye

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Monday, June 21st, 2004
11:03 pm - crazy biznatch
its al well and good when its happening but waking up the next morning and stuggling to remember it is a bitch


dude i wanna go to alexander

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Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
10:39 pm - babysitting BLOWS
CarlosHatesThis: so what does the almight bebe plan to do with her dough?
Hope6999: i dont know man
Hope6999: i plan to buy a gun and 3 small body bags

current mood: anxious

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Sunday, March 28th, 2004
10:50 pm - wtf
and the random guys keep coming
its too fucking weird...
that crazy jc guy like invited me to this bar-b-q thing yesterday but i didnt wanna go.... <.>
then today i started talking to this other guy, thats been on my msn for like forever and he called me just now
he wants to go to olive garden...pretty neat
hes got money and hes pretty cute
hmmmm i guess God like knew i lost something major so he must be trying to fill in the gaps or something
isnt that awfull sweet
but whatev
M.Andy is gonna send me stuffies for my birthday...i can wait for my birthday
ill prolly have it gengis , where theyl have to close it down for the day
its just too many fucking people!
but yeah school blows, lifes ok , and you suck
kthxbye

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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
7:54 pm
ah but i did love you
my silly little boy

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Thursday, February 19th, 2004
8:30 pm - omgyay
so yeah v day was nice
got lotsa chocolates and scary guy gave me a glow in the dark care bear
on v day everything went as planned minus ash and we made that food, ill have to see if mel has a pic of it or what but it all looked awsome
we set it up in mels closet....yeah you can imagine how well we fit in there x.X
but eh
afterwards when it was only me and mel we decided it was nap time and shit but we ended up calling libby and getting strunk
and uh hanging out with markos then visiting ash at gengi's
it was a nice v day
i always have shitty ones
like really shity
like something shity, completely out of the ordinary always happens on v day
anywho
i havent been feeling well and everythings been sucking but not TOO badly
oh well itl all be ok by saterday
meow....

current mood: bitchy

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